Sweet Baby Josiah's funeral

On August 13, my sweet sister in law Cathryn delivered sweet baby Josiah. He passed away within the hour. I felt so horrible because this happened while we were in Flaming Gorge and we didn't have cell service. I was so torn whether to pack up and come home. I decided to stay and still don't know if it was the right decision or not. I never got to see him and will probably always feel badly about it. But, I was able to attend the funeral. It was so beautiful.